I am going to stop wearing makeup everyday, until I become a makeup artist. I don't want to get too sick of it. I would like to experiment with natural beauty, see how I look without the layers of foundation.

I want to become a makeup artist. The type who works for celebs and perhaps even models. The type of business woman who has all of her clients dropping to their knees. I want to surprise, impress, and make a lot of money doing it. Is this unrealistic? I have goals, dreams, desires. Of course cosmetics drives my ambitions, but I feel that is healthy. At least its something.

I absolutely am obsessed with makeup. I really think I have a problem.

I spent my entire paycheck of $200.00 on MAC makeup.

As a result, my mom went crazy and said I actually have to start saving money.

I think I'm going to save half of it, and secretly spend the rest on the new makeup line.

Ha, I love hiding it!