My hair has been acting strange lately. I think it's time for a change with my shampoo. I have never been one to use natural products but maybe it's time. I know my friend Maye is nuts about it. She's been trying to get me to try it out but I think that it's time. Shhhh... don't tell her though. Her ego is big enough. I always thought herbal products were just some kind of voodoo magic but we'll see. I think it will be great to try something different.

Since I won that competition, I feel brand new. I got all new clothes, I was able to buy all of the MAC makeup I wanted, and it just felt good. Money is nice when you are a cosmetic shopper 247. I know I should save it for school though. My rents dont have the money to spend on an ivy league. But here I am....wasting it on COSMETICS and fashion. haha.

Someone paticular was doing their nails in our classroom today. Don't you think that is al ittle rude? This is why:

A) It smells pretty foul.
B) It is really strong and the scent lingers.
C) It is rude!
D) The teacher got pissed.

Next time, save it for home. It is just nails.

I am going to stop wearing makeup everyday, until I become a makeup artist. I don't want to get too sick of it. I would like to experiment with natural beauty, see how I look without the layers of foundation.

I want to become a makeup artist. The type who works for celebs and perhaps even models. The type of business woman who has all of her clients dropping to their knees. I want to surprise, impress, and make a lot of money doing it. Is this unrealistic? I have goals, dreams, desires. Of course cosmetics drives my ambitions, but I feel that is healthy. At least its something.

I absolutely am obsessed with makeup. I really think I have a problem.

I spent my entire paycheck of $200.00 on MAC makeup.

As a result, my mom went crazy and said I actually have to start saving money.

I think I'm going to save half of it, and secretly spend the rest on the new makeup line.

Ha, I love hiding it!